While I was silent….
These are the things I didn’t want to share because I was wondering how they will impact your life. I like sharing when I am impacting and not when I think there will be no lesson. But this is Blogging, we share experiences and lessons. We share what makes happy and sad. We share what we want because we can and we will.
In Other News the Uganda Blogger Happy Hour is on this evening at 18pm, Yasigi Beer Bar gardens.
So what was I not willing share?
Things like the minor depression I got after we were robbed, and had to suffer losses plus fear the house for it was no longer safe as before. The bed had become my hide out, my office (even though before it was but this time round it was intensified; most activities took place there) Then there was the need to hide my suffering and keep a straight face when I had meetings with people and not actually bursting out and crying because it hurt so badly.
Things like house hunting that contributed to the minor depression, house brokers can be a pain. From one fake house to another one and then to very expensive one that makes you wonder if the guy received a message from God, to poorest of neighborhoods to the richest ones. This made me wonder, is there an app that is publicly known by house owners that can be used by house hunter to ease the hunt?
Then there was the restructuring of Kahill Insights (KI). There were people to drop and people to add, services to drop and projects to take up and directors who were so supportive, they left me to run the show by myself. I have seen progress and growth with KI and forever grateful for all the clients that have entrusted us with their brands and projects.
Did I tell about my Jinja trip courtesy of CocaCola and how I rode a horse and kayaked with the awesome inspiring Becky Nantale – @bnantale, and beat the now the unemployed Bernard – Talkative Rocker and the always happy-jolly @PearlHumph? There were awesome Taste the Feeling, Always CocaCola moments.They have this song that I keep humming in my head.
Also the conversations on the bus were priceless, #Kyoka_Gae was what Joan Nvannungi – @she_infinite had us crown the evening with. Do you know or remember the song BebeCool composed about Gaetano Kaggawa when he came back from the Big Brother house?
‘Kyoka Gae, Gae, Gaetano yasinga…..’
Anyway moving on, there is this idea of sharing my life with someone else, which has me excited and scared at the same time. Independence is a state I love so much that this idea looks like a violation of my being. I see myself changing my state to thinking for two, planning for two, talking for two and above all praying for two. (why does that sound selfish?) Anyhow I can feel myself happy and sad at the same time, the hard headed person who did as she willed is slowly retiring. My Encouragement;
17 Every good and perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of the heavenly lights, who does not change like shifting shadows.
6 “Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the LORD your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you.”
1 There is a time for everything, and a season for every activity under the heavens: