Most times am in my head thinking about my life, reviewing what was, what will and what will never. I think a lot in my solidarity, because i find comfort in being with me.
My past will always be my past but i can never let go of the lessons learnt from it. I learnt to move on, to be strong and that fake people exist though my trust should last longer.
The past taught me to do what i have got to do but to always stay true, and never let anyone get the best of me.
At this age, everything is changing and most of them are meaningless. Day by day we don’t notice, but just looking back over the past years and i realize everything has changed and most thing i treasured then are now meaningless.
People i thought that were going to be there forever aren’t, and people i never imagined to be speaking to are now some of my closest friends.
Life tends to makes little sense of everything and the more i grow the less sense it will make.
So i choose to make the most out of it now, before it all changes once again, because in the near future, all of this is only going to be memories.
Last year i celebrated a birthday and in the near future am going to celebrate another one. This show me how life is like an hourglass, sooner or later everything hits the bottom.You just gotta be patient and wait for someone to turn it around.
Where there is life so is love and i have learnt that, it’s not who we have dated or are dating, it’s who was the one that changed your life. Who made the impact that changed you.
To love someone is a very special thing , but for that someone to love you back is more of a miracle. Experience tell me if this miracle ever happens to stumble upon me, i should make sure i realize it. I should never take it for granted, never throw it away, never let it sit, and most of all never let it die.
Most times life offers the chance to run but when am about to do so i make sure am running towards something and not away from it. Running away leaves a past unsettled and future which is uncertain.
I tend to take my chances on everything i get because there might not be another one.
I have learnt from my mistakes that nobody is perfect and that i have to laugh, love, and live everyday like it’s the last and the best ever.
Our pasts tends to hold us captive but when you bring peace to the past, you can move forward to the future.
I don’t think that people change. I think they just show a part of them that they didn’t even know they had, then we assume that it’s change because it’s something we’re not used to seeing.
Hearts are never practical until they are made unbreakable. This calls carefulness to not confuse coincidence with fate.
As I look back on all that’s happened…growing up, change took a trend on us, there were times when dreams meant everything, the sows and joys were shared. As I look back on those days, I realize that the past may be gone forever…and that what the future holds, is our today’s making of the memories of yesterday.
To the past that made today a better tomorrow.
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